This Is It!

So here I am finally blogging, and I am not sure what to think about this. Truthfully I am a Facebook"er" but it is hard to really express myself in that forum so here I am. I feel really grateful to be out here in California andI never realized what a stable group my family really is until I came back out here. My kids, are happy! My marriage, is happy! I feel very VERY stressed and yet it isn't creating a wedge between our family. I know going to school is the best thing for me and I need to get a degree so I can contribute to my family and be able to be stable and happy emotionally,mentally, psychologically, spiritually, and every "lly" I can't think of at the moment, but getting through this will be a challenge and I am scared. I know though that if I push through my fear and painof stress we will enjoy being on the other side!